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I wasn’t going to post this – I wrote it last night in a flood of tears whilst failing to keep up a positive attitude.
Turns out that I was right to have a good cry.
This morning I went to the GP, who had already booked me into the the early . . . → Read More: This baby was real to me Head says: Admit it is all over and move on. Heart says: You’ve had bleeding before and cramps and gone on to have two healthy girls. Head says: Bleeding is one thing but these cramps are a sign that your body is not holding onto this baby. Heart says: Still not bleeding as much as . . . → Read More: Head vs. heart Bad cramps Heavier bleeding so probably not just my uselss cervix having a hissy fit Off to bed for a good cry and a rant at my stupid body whilst secretly holding out a teeny tiny bit of hope that this is not the end of things And kicking myself soundly in the shins . . . → Read More: Today sucks 
Right, if you know me in real life you may want to not read the rest of this post. If you do, be warned its at your own risk. I accept no responsibility for any real world issues arising from this post. This is my blog, its somewhere I can talk about things I . . . → Read More: This post carries a health warning 
This is one of those post that you dither about actually hitting publish on… but since I wrote about trying I wanted to share this.
I hope it isn’t something that offends. Also, time has passed since I wrote it and I do want to remember how this feels and felt.
____________________ . . . → Read More: Trying part 2 – counting the days? 
If you read back through this blog you’d be forgiven for thinking that there isn’t much that I won’t write about and that I don’t share. And yes, whilst I do self edit and definitely make sure that I keep my work life away from this blog, I do write about anything and everything . . . → Read More: Trying Ok I know that this a sweeping generalisation – so go on, shoot me down… But seriously, why is it only mothers who feel guilty? Show me the fathers, the husbands who feel guilty that they work full time and aren’t with their children? Show me the fathers that spend hours questioning their parenting . . . → Read More: Friday Rant Club – why is it only mothers who feel guilty? This is my 50th blog post – I’ve no idea how I’ve managed to witter that much over the last few months but I’ve found it incredibly rewarding to have somewhere to mull over things, witter, rant and generally offload. What I was intending to do today was say a massive thank you to . . . → Read More: Not the post I was planning on writing today … My life seems to increasingly resemble a rollercoaster, one that I have little control over and yet cannot jump off when it comes to a halt. Easter was a high – a wonderful opportunity for some time with B and I started thinking I was feeling a bit better and then woomph a quick . . . → Read More: The rollercoaster ride  |
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