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By Hannah Brewer on February 20th, 2013 Tweet
Today has been oh so hard – harder than I had ever thought it could be
Forgive me if I am awfully self indulgent but I need to write this down – perspective and a stiff upper lip are something I am planning on doing again tomorrow
A happy (or perhaps with hindsight unhappy) [...]
By Hannah Brewer on February 6th, 2013 Tweet
One of the hardest parts of not having managed to have a happy ending to the Baby3 quest is the way it has changed me
I REALLY want to be unconditionally happy for friends who have got pregnant, especially those having a third baby, but I am slightly ashamed to admit that often it [...]
By Hannah Brewer on September 13th, 2012 Tweet
Typical good news / bad news day today
Good news is that the doctors think they may have identified something that could be interfering with the baby making processes – there’s some funny looking patches in my womb and they’d like to know what they are
Bad news is that it means that I [...]
By Hannah Brewer on September 3rd, 2012 Tweet
I am sick, sick, sick of reading miscarriage stories that end the same way – oh I had a MISCARRIAGE and it was AWFUL but I’m now pregnant really soon afterwards and whilst I was terribly worried I might MISCARRY again actually it is all going / has gone swimmingly and I have a [...]
By Hannah Brewer on January 18th, 2012 Tweet
Sorry I haven’t posted much lately – there’s been various stuff going on that has cluttered up my mind and made me struggle to work out what I want to write and what, when I’ve written it, I can post on here. We are back in the house – it is probably 95% [...]
By Hannah Brewer on January 4th, 2012 Tweet
It is funny what things get to – engage brain, engage logic and yet still it is the little things that can undermine hard fought invulnerability.
Today I am starting to sort through our baby clothes, taking bags down from the attic and getting ready to send a package of small, loved things [...]
By Hannah Brewer on October 11th, 2011 Tweet
You only have to walk into our local maternity unit to realise just how stretched local maternity services are. It’s shabby and overcrowded. It’s one of my least favourite places, the memories associated with it are not good.
There is a single room to one side which is the early pregnancy clinic. A waiting [...]
By Hannah Brewer on September 10th, 2011 Tweet
Feeling a bit down. Actually make that a lot down.
Another month passes.
Another month and another time that I have managed to get pregnant but not stay pregnant. Because obviously the important thing is to stay pregnant so you can actually BE pregnant.
The trouble with us both being so [...]
By Hannah Brewer on January 25th, 2011 Tweet
I have made no secret of the fact that I would like another baby.
On a pure emotional level, for some reason, I don’t feel that my family is finished.
On a more hard headed level, I worry about how we would cope with another difficult pregnancy, about how we would cope with another [...]
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