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>Finding a path out of the grey place

>I’m not quite sure how but I’ve done it, emerged from the nasty grey place I’ve been in for the last couple of weeks and am back, if not exactly to normal, at least to a happier, sunnier place.

I don’t know exactly what has pulled me out of the quagmire but a combination of seeing friends, having some things in the diary to look forward to and having had the luxury of a few days being looked after by my parents and Mr MAM seem to have taken the pressure off – I’ve also been immersed in my favourite comfort reading, and am calmed by the simple loveliness of Georgette Heyer’s romances. I’ve also given myself a talking to about not googling and trying to keep my worries rational and limited to what I can control rather than getting dragged down the ‘what if’ route.
I know it won’t take much to push me back, not least knowing that we have another can tonight and that at best the news will be ok rather than good, but I haven’t cried in a bit, I’ve been nicer to be around and I feel like I might actually be able to cross a few things off my monster to do list ! Fingers and toes crossed this lasts for a couple of days and we might actually be ready in time for Baby2’s arrival !
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